I never would’ve imagined how much making time for myself could change my outlook on life. I feel so relaxed and at peace now that I’m not trying to be everything for everyone. If someone feels that I owe them my time I just sit back quietly and calculate what they have done for me lately. Do you want to know what I figured out? It was usually the people who never gave me anything who wanted the most from me. When you’re young you want to fit in so badly that you don’t value your own time as much as you do when you gain age and wisdom.

With my child heading back to school after the holidays I figured today would be the perfect day to get out and enjoy some alone time. I don’t think I would have kept my sanity any longer if I had to endure cooking another huge feast or heard the word mommy one more time. I chose my favorite yellow dress but quickly wondered if this would be a good choice after seeing the grey skies and drab scenery of puddles lining the road. Since the library was just up the street I decided what the hell and figured I would brighten up someone’s day. After getting halfway to the library I began to regret my decision after having to smooth down my skirt because of the aggressive wind constantly trying to lift it. The moment I stepped inside the library I was relieved but when I looked down I realized that the wind had teased my “girls” just a bit too much. My nipples were hard as diamonds and while this wouldn’t be a big deal for most women I was very blessed to have huge breast. That coupled with them being covered in yellow made me feel self-conscious as I felt they were just screaming for everyone to look at them.

I decided to walk to the second level of the building instead of catching the packed elevator. Complete joy was written all over my face when I stepped up to the rows of books and inhaled the stale leather of the hardback covers. I noticed that a few poetry books that the library wouldn’t allow me to reserve was in so I decided to grab two books and find my dim corner near the back window to do a little perusing. There was a guy sitting in my favorite leather wrapped seat with the desk lamp access. I looked him over wanting to find something wrong with him to tease him about in my mind but when I found absolutely nothing wrong with his appearance I realized that I was being sort of petty.

I took a seat in one of the hard wooden chairs at the long mahogany table before deciding on which book I would read first. From the corner of my eye I saw the gentleman look up to take in who had just entered his surroundings. This was quite natural but the amount of times he looked my way made me wonder if I distracted him from his reading. I couldn’t blame him though. Whenever he wasn’t looking in my direction I was checking him out as well. His hazel eyes were sparkling even under fluorescent light. His blue suit jacket fit him snug around the arms and his pants seemed to be tailored because they fit him very well around his thighs. The only thing that could mess up this equation would be a messed up smile but I doubted that a man that was this well put together would overlook anything.

As I looked down at my book I realized that I was still on page one. I shook my head wondering what it was about this man that could distract me from my joy of reading. As he adjusted himself in his seat I was now able to read the title of the book he chose. “A Million Ways to Love One Woman”. My eyes were now searching to see if he had a ring on his finger. There wasn’t one in sight and I felt myself becoming very warm all over. A million seemed like a very lengthy evening but I sure could think of three to five things that he could do to me right now that would please one woman. I shook my head once again trying to get the inappropriate thoughts out of my head and even thought about moving to rid myself of my temptation. Defiantly I felt as if this was my corner of the library and he could take his fine ass somewhere else. There I go again, but I figured that I was grown enough to have improper thoughts if I wanted too.
My phone began to ring and the man’s eyes locked on me. I told him sorry and searched through my purse to grab my phone and stop the ringing. It was a number I didn’t recognize so I turned my ringer off and apologized once again. “Sorry about that. I usually turn my phone on vibrate in the library.” “It’s quite alright”, was his response. His voice was deep and buttery. I wondered if that was his natural voice or if it was his bedroom voice. I tried to return back to my reading but the next page made me pause before rereading the passage again. “His eyes contained golden specs that sparkled and reflected like pools of honey. His mannerisms were that of someone distinguished and his charm was his best attribute.” I took a deep breath and read further. “His subtle glances gave me butterflies as I imagined his soft and supple lips perched on my neck.” I began to fan myself as I too was now adjusting myself in my seat.

The creak of the wood beneath me caused the man to look up and I could have sworn that he wasn’t looking into my eyes. I looked down and noticed that my nipples were still erect and wondered if that was why he was stealing glances. Then it dawned on me that I was no longer cold so why haven’t my nipples softened by now. The thumping of my clit reminded me of why they weren’t. I opened my pocketbook and began rustling around in search of some chapstick. The man got up from his seat and began to walk past me. I feared that he was leaving to soon and decided to engage him in conversation. “I hope me keeping up so much noise isn’t why you’re leaving.” “No, not at all. I’m just finished with this book now. If anything you being here would be a reason I would stay longer,” now I definitely caught him staring at my breast as he looked down at me. “Oh ok, looked like an interesting read. I may have to check that out when I leave”, I said in a soft voice.

The man laid the book on the table in front of me and extended his hand. “I’m Raymond and your name is,” I extended my hand to meet his but for the life of me I couldn’t remember my own name at this moment. Then it dawned on me, “My name is Kim. Nice to meet you Raymond.” His large hand engulfed mine and I felt secure as he raised it to his lips and kissed it. I looked down at the book and then up at him. “You didn’t just learn this in the book I hope.” Raymond smiled and let me get a look at those pearly whites before telling me that he didn’t need a book to tell him how to treat a woman. He then walked off smoothly and with supreme confidence as he went in search for another book. I laid my head on the cool table to regain my composure but realized that if this man said one more word to me he could have me doing anything he pleased. I checked my phone to make sure I still had enough time to enjoy myself if the occasion presented itself. It was only going on 9 a.m. so I sat back and breathed deeply knowing that I could pace myself.

When I heard Raymond returning I sat up straight and tried to act as if I hadn’t been thinking about him knocking the books to the floor and opening me on the table instead. He returned to his seat but paused before sitting down. He offered me the seat and said that he had been hogging it all morning. I told him that I was fine but in actuality this wooden chair was killing my back. I declined but he insisted that I kick my legs up and relax before someone else decided to take it. As I stood I did so gingerly and Raymond asked if my back was ok. I assured him that it wasn’t anything that a massage couldn’t fix and he smiled faintly as if something else was going on in the back of his mind. He helped me to the chair as if I was a feeble old lady. As I sat on the butter soft seat I gave a sigh of relief and realized that I did sound very old doing that. In the back of my mind I chastised myself as I rationalized that no man would want a woman with a hurt back as if it symbolized that I wouldn’t be able to take dick. I adjusted myself in the seat as Raymond took my place at the table.

We continued to steal glances at one another before I looked up at the lamp. There was much more light here than at the table and I began to wonder if he sat me here so he could get a better look at me. I felt my legs opening to give him a great look if that was what he wanted but decided against it. It was taking everything in me not to spread my legs for this man. My nipples were now aching from being hard for so long but I knew I couldn’t rub them without him thinking I was some sort of freak. I lifted my book to where my eyes could barely peer over it as I used it to shield my breast. I began to rub one nipple through the fabric in hopes that it would be less visible but it worked against my favor. My own touch caused the intensity to increase. Although I never touched my other nipple it followed suit and protruded even more. Raymond looked up again and this time I felt so self-conscious that I asked him what it was that he was staring at.

“Just admiring your dress. It looks very nice on you.” I thanked him before placing my book down. He had me way too worked up to concentrate on anything else but him. He looked up once again and returned the same question to me. “I wouldn’t say I was staring. Just more so admiring,” I added. Raymond got up from his seat and stood in front of me with his hand extended. I looked up at his face and then stared directly in front of me at the large bulge in his pleated pants. He was definitely a sexy man but his face was no match for what I was feasting my eyes on at the moment. Eventually I took his hand and he helped me up. Raymond placed one hand on my waist and asked me if I would do him the honor of letting him take me out sometime. “No Netflix and chill sort of date, the real thing with real flowers as the centerpiece for the table.” I smiled and asked him what was wrong with Netflix. His other hand gripped my waist as well before he pulled me in close and planted one of the softest most sensual kisses ever on me. I was getting weak in the knees but feeling that large bulge brushing against me made me stay upright so I could continue to enjoy the feeling.

He began to kiss me on my neck as his arms wrapped around me and held me close. I wrapped my arms around his neck and moaned into his ear when I felt his hands slide between my legs. He pulled back to see if his sense of touch was playing tricks on him. “You’re not wearing panties”, he said while raising my skirt slightly in the front. I bit my lip and shook my head no before we were attracted to each other once again like magnets. He was teasing my clit and letting his large fingers separate my saturated folds as I kissed his neck in return. “Damn girl, you gonna start something kissing me there”, Raymond said in a husky breathy tone. “You started it first”, I teased while his fingers curled upward and entered me. I was breathing heavy and realized that we had to quiet it down before someone discovered us.

Raymond pulled his fingers from my wetness and sucked on them before pushing me towards the table. He bent me over the table and placed a chair under one of my knees before kneeling behind me. His hands parted my cheeks and I raised my ass so he could devour me. The second I felt his tongue circling my clit I fished my breast from my bra and kneaded them as Raymond let his tongue dive into my depths. His thumb flicked at my love button over and over until I began to bounce on his tongue. The slurping sound that he made as my juices ran down my thighs were exhilarating. With Raymond’s hands on my ass he tried to hold me still but this felt way too good to just stand here and take. I was pushing back onto his face so hard that I almost forgot that he wasn’t planted like he was giving me back shots. He popped me on the ass lightly and I realized that I needed to calm down. I was trying to hold my moans in but this man was doing things to me that I had never felt. My walls clenched around his twisting tongue and he buried his face in me deeper. My knee was now out of the chair and was resting on the table when I felt his thumb circling my tight little ass. Soon I felt him press more firmly and all I could do was shake my ass to help him get in there deeper. I wanted to hold back but I couldn’t help myself and glazed his tongue with my sweet juices. Raymond continued to lap my juices up and even licked the droplets that were trickling down my thigh.

As I laid there catching my breath I felt his thumb leave my ass and I missed it so much. Soon I felt the coolness of his tongue replace his thumb and my engines were revving all over again. Raymond was no longer kneeling. Instead he was leaning over me as he spread my ass and tongue fucked it. I was so turned on that I grabbed my wet cheeks so he could focus on pleasing me. With his face now buried in my ass I decided to place my hand under me and rubbed my clit vigorously. He was driving me wild as he alternated swiping his tongue around my rim before letting it dive in over and over. I was literally humping the table when I clenched my ass so tight that it trapped his tongue. It wasn’t until I finished cumming that he was able to escape my vice grip on him. I climbed off the table and fell to my knees as he undid the button on his slacks. Raymond reached down deep into pants leg and retrieved a long black thick treat for me to suck on. He sat in the chair my knee was previously in so he could reach down and continue to tease my wet holes. I licked him from his base to his tip before wrapping my lips around the big angry head that was dripping with pre cum. His length gave me the opportunity to stroke his shaft while sucking him into my mouth with my powerful jaws. I was poised to bring him the same pleasure that he did me but he told me that he wanted my pussy so bad. I was so horny that I refused to let his dick go. I wanted to feel him sliding down my throat until he filled my belly with his warm sweet baby batter.

I took him form my mouth and slapped his length on my tongue as I took a couple of breaths. Then I sucked his head hard while rolling my tongue over it. He was grinding in the seat so I opened my throat and allowed him to fuck my mouth as his balls rested on my thick gorgeous lips and chin. I jerked him faster and wet his tip which made him throw his head back. I was pleased with how well I was showing off on his dick and took him back into the abyss of my never ending throat. He was trying not to cum but I needed to taste it. I needed to pleasure him so I rubbed his aching balls and coaxed the cum from them. Raymond jerked in his seat as ribbon after ribbon burst into my mouth. I pulled him from my lips and showed him his seed before swallowing, then I licked his tip clean and got up acting as if we could go our separate ways now that we were both satisfied. I soon learned that Raymond was far from satisfied as he forced me back onto the table. This time I was on my back with my ankles in his hands as he lined up and told me to do the honors. I grabbed that large head so quick and placed it at my entrance that he smiled and waited to give it to me. He made me beg to have it inside of me and I was so turned on at this point that I would have begged him over and over just to feel it. Soon his ego was stroked enough and he pushed forward slowly. Although I was grimacing in pain when he stopped to make sure I was okay I told him to give it all to me. I didn’t want to hear any more words. I wanted him to fuck me senseless and he better not dare stop until my cum was dripping from his dick.

I tried to contain my moans but his dick was just too big and too fucking good for me to sit here quietly. “Fuck, fuck, fuck”, I cried out as his length finally bottomed out inside of me. I was writhing and twisting but he grabbed my hips and straightened me back out. “Nah, you wanted it. You gonna take this dick”, Raymond responded. My legs were now resting on his shoulders unsupported as he had my ass dangling off the table so he could really give it to me. Even with no words being said the slapping of our skin and the sound of his dick sloshing around in my wetness letting anyone in earshot know of our activity. I began to cup my bouncing breast and Raymond leaned in and sucked each of them with true oral expertise. He was as skilled at wrapping his tongue around my nipples as he was at wrapping it around my clit. The thought alone made me cum but he was in no way going to let up on me. His hands were now using the table as leverage as he pushed into me so deep that I had to arch my back just so he wouldn’t split me in two. He was focused on the task at hand but I on the other hand was marveling at his tasty looking cum covered dick sliding in and out of me. I reached down and rubbed my throbbing clit once again as Raymond’s balls slapped against my still wet ass. I rubbed my clit faster as I imagined that his balls were the head of his cock just teasing my tight little ring.

Raymond was working overtime building up to what I thought would be his own orgasm but it turned out to be another one for me. I clamped down hard but he continued to push through as I screamed into his mouth which sealed around my lips for the perfect kiss. We were both exhausted and Raymond laid between my legs as I continued to clench and release him. Raymond laughed and lifted his body off of mine before ordering me down on all fours. I obliged partly because I needed to taste what our love making consisted of. I polished his knob before turning around and wiggling my ass at him. I felt him open my ass and then felt the large head pressed against me. I swallowed hard and enjoyed the taste of my cum before relaxing enough to grant him entrance. I moaned out when his head was finally in but Raymond took no mercy on me since he had still not cum. Before I knew it my body was pressed to the floor under his weight as he rolled his hips on top me. He made me open myself up for him as he licked on my neck and kissed on my back.

I wanted to finally feel his cock explode in me like it did my mouth so I began to talk dirty. “That’s it bury that big fat dick in me. Fill my ass up baby”. Raymond began to groan as if he was trying to hold back but the velvety feel of my tight ass was too much for him. He pulled out leaving just the head in but I slammed up into him and gripped him tight as I descended back to the floor. Up and down I went trying to milk his cock but he stayed steady and closed his eyes trying to live in the moment of pleasure before filling my ass with his seed. Raymond placed his weight on me again and got as deep as he could as I felt him throbbing inside of me. I no longer clenched him because I wanted to feel the full power of his blast. Soon the flood gates were open and I felt even more full which I thought was impossible moments ago. As his fire hose slowed to a trickle he pulled out of my well used ass with a plop. As we both fixed our clothes I tightened my cum filled ass as we continued to make out and do some light touching. I was on cloud nine when Raymond told me his number and asked for me to call his phone so he could save mine.

We continued to tease and kiss a little longer but decided that it would be best if we left the scene of our mischief. As we stood outside the library the sun was now shining. On the walk back to my house Raymond dashed into a shop to get me some yellow roses to match my dress and what he considered my sweet personality. Our personalities were so magnetic that I tried to go upstairs numerous times but I couldn’t pull myself away from him. I was still holding his cum in me but it really wanted to escape. I leaned in and whispered that I needed to get cleaned up and he got the hint. He kissed my neck before telling me that there would be more where that came from before kissing my hand and walking back up the street looking fine and debonair. I knew that we couldn’t make the library our regular date spot but I was not ashamed for letting myself be seduced. I was defiant and I am grown enough to do as I please.

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